I have to
reread The
Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck again, on the onset of New Year,
because my life is so confusing and everybody is equally seeking for my
attention and responsibility.
Truth be
told, there was NOT a single pioneer idea that I was not mocked. Every new
reward systems, crazy lesson plans, and over-the-top gestures, I can hear
people laughing at me YET still stalking so they can ridicule whatever is worth
laughing at. I was bullied since high school (my best friends Pamela, Kim,
Letty, and Cristine knows this ) that I was afraid to shoot any ideas because
of my fear of rejection.
You know
what's worse? Sometimes I let them win.
The trick of
life is keep starving, to never seek comfort, to expand your horizons, to
create another masterpiece, work harder, and grow wiser .
Until the mockeries won't sting anymore.
Life goes
on. Whatever, 2019. Let the flames begin.
