Until the mockeries won't sting anymore.

I have to reread The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck again, on the onset of New Year, because my life is so confusing and everybody is equally seeking for my attention and responsibility. 

Truth be told, there was NOT a single pioneer idea that I was not mocked. Every new reward systems, crazy lesson plans, and over-the-top gestures, I can hear people laughing at me YET still stalking so they can ridicule whatever is worth laughing at. I was bullied since high school (my best friends Pamela, Kim, Letty, and Cristine knows this ) that I was afraid to shoot any ideas because of my fear of rejection. 

You know what's worse? Sometimes I let them win. 

The trick of life is keep starving, to never seek comfort, to expand your horizons, to create another masterpiece, work harder, and grow wiser .

Until the mockeries won't sting anymore.

Life goes on. Whatever, 2019. Let the flames begin.